sorry , I broke my vow today and cried again ~ I am determined to forget him .. he did not know how to cherish me nor this family .. I hate him to the root ~ I hate him so much for ruining up my life .. what did he promised to me and my family ? all was nothing but lies .. shattered ~

before marriage , I was a diamond to him ..
after marriage while expecting little lucas arrival , I was only merely a white gold to him .. that is not all ~
after giving birth to little lucas , (roll eyes) I thought things will turn out to be better .. but I was wrong ~ then I realised that I was even worse than a 925 silver to him ..