disheartening *

why why why ?? .. I got immediate failure my traffic police class 3 test today ; instead of engaging to the 1st gear , it was in the reverse gear and i was too nervous to realise that i had moved off with the wrong gear .. therefore , the car kept rolling back (which i was wondering why) ; and the best part was .. i was silly enough not to realise my mistake however told the tester that the handbrake was not working well .. and the tester was somehow speechless

i'm so angry with myself now . now , i have to wait until 17 of april 2009 for my 2nd traffic police class 3 test again .